Psycho

I really don’t know why, but I’ve been feeling a bit down lately…

OK, I know I’ve still got the remnants of that cold hanging around, and I’ve still got that that nasty raspy cough. In fact, every time I cough I remind myself of my Dad…and he died of lung cancer. I think hidden away within me is this mortal dread that when my time comes, it’ll be the same way. Of course, the fact that my longest-standing friend is undergoing chemo at this very moment, brings on thoughts of mortality.

I should be so happy…I’ve just got the car I’ve wanted for twenty years, yet all I can think about is how much it cost (in spite of the fact that I bought it well within budget), and what’ll happen if anything goes wrong with it (although there’s no reason why it should, and it’s in warranty). I’m going away this weekend to see some great friends, yet all I’m thinking is what a long drive it is to get there (in spite of the fact that I love driving, and it’s a journey I’ve done loads of times and not had a problem).

I think I need to give myself a good shake up!

Anyway, if you read my blog last week about eBay you’ll be pleased to know that one of the missing items arrived today – and I’ve emailed the vendor of the other item, so we’ll see what happens about that. And now I’m going to go and make a phone call, have a shower, and get an early night.

Toodle pip one and all.

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